Niltze Tialli Pialli,
Throughout my life, I have explored many religious paths in search of meaning and purpose. It wasn’t until I began studying the Toltec tradition that I discovered a deep spiritual connection. This marked the beginning of a journey of self-reflection that has helped me better understand the harmful choices I once made and has guided me toward healing and personal growth.
I’ve always been drawn to Indigenous cultures. However, it was only recently that I fully immersed myself in the study of ancient civilizations. This path led me to the teachings of the Toltecs, whose wisdom emphasizes the interconnectedness of all life. Their belief in the healing power of nature and in giving back to the Earth deeply resonates with me. These values have significantly shaped my spiritual perspective and my understanding of the world.
My grandparents were originally from central Mexico. I have warm memories of my grandmother, who often wore a feather in her hair and beautiful turquoise jewelry. As a child, I was fascinated by her presence, though I was too young to ask the questions I now wish I had. When I reflect on my happiest childhood memories, such as hiking through nature and learning to live off the land—I feel a stronger connection to my roots. I truly believe that if I had explored my heritage earlier in life, I would have found a greater sense of purpose and confidence in myself.
Toltec teachings have been instrumental in my personal transformation. They have taught me to take responsibility for my actions, act with integrity, and trust my inner voice. If I had embraced this path earlier, it might have kept me from joining a gang, committing violence, and using drugs. Through these teachings, I’ve learned to recognize my own value and to nurture healthier relationships with the people I care about. This spiritual journey has helped strengthen my mind and soul, allowing me to heal from my past and focus on becoming the best version of myself.
When I find myself falling into old patterns, such as dwelling on past addictions or reacting defensively out of anxiety, I now turn to Toltec wisdom. I remind myself that negative thoughts no longer serve me and that letting them go is essential for growth. I’ve learned to pause, reflect, and respond with intention rather than reacting out of fear or pain.
I’m excited to be leading a group of men here, sharing the history and culture of our ancestors.
Here is a booklet that Prison Chronicles put together for the introduction to the studies.
Please print and distribute within your own facilities.
Samuel